House as a kind of kinship/read and shade/whether the camera(director) having phallus/“the feminization of black gay men and the complex of racist, homophobic, misogynist, and classist constructions that belong to a larger hegemonies of oppression”/vogue dance/phantasmatic reality/justaposition of the “normal” scene and the ball
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